Quiet afternoon, no messages, no calls, TV is off. The sound of the fan, me, eating watermelon. Probably.. should get my ass out of the house for some treadmill, but waiting to regret my actions, because it ‘was enough’.

There goes long weekend, year end. Playing to win, or playing not to lose? I was just at the beginning of a new track.

Big day for Amanda. Friends for many many years, the best gift I had was to see her grown to a confident little lady. She shared me words of wisdom from the bible –

psalm 56:8-11

I shall not be afraid.”

“You have kept count of my tossing; put my tears in your bottle.

Are they not in your book?

This I know, that God is for me. In God, whose word I praise, in the Lord,

We had a bridal shower for her at RAW. Nice ambience, romantic. Many tables filled with girl – birthday celebrations, etc.

We ordered a table filled with food, but not with a goal – to discuss the gatecrashing games for the wedding day. It’s been a tradition for groom side brothers to play games in order to get the bride. So, we’re tasked!

Well, for me, just remind me to prepare 2 big cardboards next month for the day itself.

Honestly, may be overly focused on self, but I looked horrible. Like a water tank walking around. Who suggested baby blue? T_T I was pretty bloated I feel.

Oh well, life? Probably reminder for me to just be glad am able to move around without help. Run, walk, jump, dance, shaking hips, bending knees etc. I’ll need more commitment for life.

Yeah..